Well. Honest and truth. I am lonely . Always have been. I have been told by my parent all my life how fat and useless I am. None of it was not true then ofc. When I finally got free of the patent, then I truly started to eat and use food for everything I lacked. Now I have been healing for the past 5 years and its a long road. I am working on it. And working on my weight. But right now I am still 126 kg. All fat is mainly in the stomach, ass and above downstairs.

I crave to touch and being touched. Its my language. I am horny all the time, because of it. Specially when I have free time.
I am not insecure of my body if I have a partner who truly don't care the size of the body.
So this is what I am looking for. Don't have to have any strings or relationship. Just being with eachothers with no shame. And not necessarily looking only for sex. Touching, cuddling, talking all that jazz. And constant gentle touches for each other.
Im from Tartu. Ja räägin eesti keelt ka :)
And my text and my weight does not mean I want to be used for bj.